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(no subject) [Nov. 1st, 2008|09:16 pm]
Imagine. If you didn't have feelings.
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(no subject) [Apr. 4th, 2008|09:44 am]
Glad it took you 4 months to fucking do that.
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(no subject) [Mar. 23rd, 2008|10:00 pm]
By the way, my cats name is seriously Spooky. The one that hasn't had a name in forever, but I wasn't joking, that's here name now

Even though my brother was supposed to name it and it's supposed to be my cat, since Tiger's dead, this is my new cat.


K.Thanks. Bye.
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Tiger :( [Nov. 28th, 2007|08:39 pm]
My cute little kitty Tiger is no longer with me. At least, I'm pretty sure it's safe to say that. I haven't seen her in well over a week maybe even 2 I can't remember but I know I haven't seen her for more than a week. Some moron, also known as my dad or brother, decided to let her outside, when she clearly had a damaged back leg. The last time I was with her she would have trouble jumping on on my bed, it would even be a challenge for her to hop over a ridge in my blanket to lay down next to my head and sleep with me. She had trouble getting down and up the stairs (something she used to be able to do in 3 seconds) and she would lay in random spots in my house where she wouldn't usually go to sleep, like say, my kitchen floor, the middle of my living room, the corner of my bedroom.
All that in top of the fact that if you watched her walk she had a limp.

Why someone would let her outside like that is way fucking beyond me. She possibly would have died anyway, but I bet being outside really helps. I actually really enjoyed her company and it sucks to know she's not going to be there anymore. I could just keep pretending she's just in the mood to spend 2 or more weeks out of the house, or I could wake up to the fact that not only was she hurt, but she never doesn't cry to be let back in when it rains, and it's rained what? 3 times in the last 2 weeks?


So uh. That's it basically, just wanted to get that out. Obviosuly pets die and it's not the end of the world and you have to GTF over it. But I'm not having an epic day in the first place.

Now I have 1 nameless cat. Any good cat names you guys got?
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November 10th, 1989 [Nov. 10th, 2007|06:38 pm]
Not that anyone gives a fuck, but I forgot to mention it's my birthday so...

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!

The End.
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Tiger's Rescue! [Sep. 15th, 2007|12:38 pm]
This was an intense morning. Firstly, my power went out at like 6:00 AM, guessing cuz of the wind.

My cat wanted to be let in cuz it was raining....and it like wouldn't get down from the roof so I could let it in through the door because for some reason Tiger does that when its raining out...so I had to let her in through my window. One problem..there's a fan nailed to the front of it blocking more than half of it and there's this plastic window thing that keeps cold air and bugs from getting in...it also stops me from being able to lift the window. So I had to get a hanger (first I tried a pen, bad idea) and like try to push the window towards me. That took like 5 hours, then I finally got pissed and started punching it cuz i was just gonna break it in and make my dad put it back later..all the while my cats like 2 feet away outside meowing to be let in watching me try to do this...then I tried with my fingers got my hand stuck.

That was fun hurt like a bitch,then I finally got it just right and lifted up the window yay! cat jumps on window sill. I then realize the second problem...the fan is too high up and the cat cant fit through the open space. So we stood there staring at each other while I pet Tiger. Then finally she tried jumping through the space even though she couldn't fit, she got her little kitty head stuck in between the top of the fan and bottom of my window. So I had to like turn her sideways..which probably hurt a lot cuz she was complaining the whole time, :( and slip her through.
Then she was really wet from the previous rain and was happy and purring and I played with her for a while on my bed. Then I fed her.

That was my morning pretty much...then the power came back on 10 minutes later.
Bottom line, me and Tiger are awesome, and I've had this cat since forever, so I'm willing to break things to get her in my house cuz I love her a lot!
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September 11th, 2007...Just my 2 cents. [Sep. 11th, 2007|04:32 pm]
Yah today always sucks. Knowing what happened 6 years ago always sucks. And it will always suck, One thing I would like to mention if that if you really don't want to give a crap about what happened or really don't care about any of the people that died just because you didn't know them and they weren't in your family, that you don't have to go around saying it out loud. You don't have to say it's stupid and ridiculous that people actually still care. Sure it's an issue that's obviously healing slowly with time but there's still family members of victims that are mourning. I mean today 8th period when the chorus sang there were some people bashing the idea they'd even waste time doing that. I could hear it in the hallways. I mean I suppose you're entitled to your opinion, but then again people are entitled to let you know you're being a rude ignorant idiotic jackass. Just let the fucking people rest in peace and give them 5 minutes of your damn respect. Is that so hard to ask? Then you can go on about your lives.

I don't want to make this super long or anything but the thing is, terrible things happen all the time, but that's not an excuse to not care or quickly get the fuck over something like this. Yes eventually, but i don't think it's too painful for you to watch people actually *gasp* care and *gasp* try to have some respect for people doing something nice for the victims like *gasp* singing over the loud speaker for a whopping 5 minutes. Another thing is it could have been anyone. It could have been you. You may not think of this a lot because it's obviously depressing but you're not fucking invincible. You could die any day, at any given time.

Those people didn't wake up that morning thinking "wouldn't that be funny if 2 planes crashed into the building I work in!?" and the people on the hijacked planes weren't like "well I'm going to California...but it would be a lot more exciting if Muslims hijacked the plane and flew it into a building." The simple fact about life is you never fucking know ever. People are crazy, People are hateful. I mean just look at recent things, the Virginia tech shooting 30 people dead, the bridge collapse 9+ people dead. The coal miners, pretty sure they were never found. Ridiculous tragic things happen and while we have to move on, we don't have to be complete shit heads while doing it. "Wow, that guy really needs to get over his family suddenly dying in a terrorist attack"I'm not even going to get into the ridiculous amounts of theories and cover ups people believe in, that's another 10 LJ entries, and we all know I never update.


Whatever, I've been typing way too much for the 3-4 people that bother to read my seldom updates.Just remember the lives lost, and move on with your lives...WITHOUT being an inconsiderate dick about it all. Or at least try, since I'm not god and cant tell you what to do.

Rest In Peace people
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Kelly MacDermant [Aug. 14th, 2007|12:11 pm]
**--HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!!!---**

There's lots of stuff on here that I'm not going to bother saying on LJ, but I know you've been waiting a long time to be 18 and now you are so I'm happy for you.
Enjoy your B-day.


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JASON GOER [Aug. 13th, 2007|04:13 am]
IT'S YOUR FUCKING BIRTHDAY AND NOW YOU GET TO JOIN THE WONDERFUL RANKS OF BEING 17 YEARS OLD.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU BASTARD.


JASON GOER FTW!!!
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4th Of...Nothing. [Jul. 4th, 2007|10:04 am]
I have a confession to make...Forth of July doesn't feel like the 4th of July at all.Not that I ever cared the reason we actually even celebrate this day (I know, what an American I am) but I don't care all that much about the reason we actually celebrate Thanksgiving or X-mas so.Anyways, I'm not feeling fireworks this year and I'm not so sure I'll even go, they aren't THAT amazing.

I think I'm finally gonna see Kelly after 234623742314 years of not seeing her (also known as like 2 and a half weeks).We might go see a movie and I'll surprise her with stuff...even though she already knows one of the surprises but I think she forgot and the other one Jess, and Jay and people know and it's really not a big deal at all and no one here will care so I'm not even gonna bother saying it
(and Kelly reads my LJ still apparently)Cuz, I update, far too much.


So yah.Good Fourth of July plans right?
HAPPY 4th.I love Kelly.
Even though we're not actually dating:Our 1 Year And 8 Months Was Yesterday.
<3 <3 <3
Later
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Tansformers...good? [Jun. 28th, 2007|06:46 pm]
So you know how IMDB's ratings for movies and such are usually right? And Most of the time when you go to the forums the people who say a movie was good or bad in the majority is usually the side that is correct? Well, Transformers looks promising.The commercials actually look like it has a lot of action, and the trailers I've seen were pretty good.Right now it has an 8.5, which I know will go down cuz that happens with all movies everyone rates it really high cuz they're all hyped up and then it actually releases everywhere and the score goes down.Still that's really good...

Basically what I'm saying is whoever thinks Transformers is going to suck(like I thought) might actually be happily proven wrong, and I sure hope so cuz it'll probably the first movie I'll see in a while.
BTW the people who saw it live in Australia or got a select private screening(cuz ya know people randomly get those) but be warned the forums have a bunch of idiots who are pretending they've seen the movie, why? I don't know
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That's it, if you took the time to read this you can go back to having a life now.
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Failed hacking attempt. [Jun. 28th, 2007|04:34 am]
Clearly, in that last entry, someone thought it would be funny to hack into my account.
Fucking hackers....




I love you too babe.
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(no subject) [Jun. 27th, 2007|10:16 pm]
[mood |in love! like a lot!]

MICHAEL IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!!

11-<3-05







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(no subject) [Apr. 23rd, 2007|07:19 pm]
Well.My internet should just be a little bit gayer.That would be the most amazing thing in the world to me right now.Hell anything would be the most amazing thing in the world to me right now.I can't say things have been going horrible...in the...sense of...school I guess.Not horrible.But in other senses...yes absolutely horrible.My speakers blew out the other day that was spectacular...not like 25 dollar cheap ass K-mart speakers.I didn't expect them to last long.Whatever.My optical wireless mouse (the second one by the way) decided to burn out and stop working.Next mouse will be optical CORDED mouse.Fuck wireless shit.My internet.DSL.I hate it.Why can't we get cable like EVERYONE ELSE IN NEW YORK STATE.You barely hear people having DSL.And I don't mean to sound spoiled.But people either have Dial-up or Cable...not fucking DSL.Oh...yeah...people also have phone lines that don't disrupt their internet and aren't static filled everytime the receiver is picked up.This is why I never use my house phone.

WoW...well that's going to be short lived.The thing is over spring break getting anything to have some fun seemed like a good idea, but I just don't have the time or feel like playing half the time. And when I do it's fun I'll admit but I don't think it's worth my money. My fucking internet being so gay lately I don't even have time to get on so it's a waste of 15 bucks. And when I do need some money, my mom will just use that as a cop-out to not have to give me any...which I guess is kinda reasonable.She doesn't even play what she' paying for plus the extra $5 for X-box live.That's 20 bucks a month she could be using on other things that not me trying to have some entertainment.So..I might not have World Of Warcraft for much longer.If I got rid of it it'd probably around may 12th...thats when my free month ends.Oh guys..pretend you care...and about my mood before guess I lied...it really isn't all that great now that I think about it.Something is REALLY bothering the sit out of me and I'm extremely torn on what to do.But it's my own decision... I guess.I need to make this choice for the better of myself.I just don't know what.It hurts.Whatever...don't feel like getting into it.

Well..great update right? As if more then like 3 people read this...LAYTER.
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(no subject) [Apr. 22nd, 2007|10:42 am]
You know.When you think you can trust someone really well? But they do something that you not sure is even them.And you think you're maybe talking to the wrong person? Or maybe you think that it's all just a silly little dream.But it's real.And the person is real.And you're at a loss for words.So you just pretend it didn't ever happen?

Sometimes...you just have to feel like that.
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DAY OF SILENCE [Apr. 18th, 2007|03:14 pm]
I just wanted to say that the Day Of Silence like others have mentioned, does absolutely nothing to help gays and such.I'll be honest I did it for the same reason basically everyone else doing it did it for, to see how long you can't talk for or if you could go a whole school day without talking.And I talked a few times of course, but it was still fun.I know that's not the point but it doesn't matter seeing as I don't think it's an effective way to get gays and such more socially excepted in society.Yah, shutting up says A LOT.Speaks volumes and volumes [Insert eye rolling smiley].

What does get annoying is the people that decide the one reason they aren't going to do/try it is JUST so that tall day they can bother the shit out of the people doing it and/or state how retarded it is all day long and how everyone doing it is some kind of poser trying to be cool.Haha....very funny, but you know it's not true so do the Day Of Silence a favor and shut up.No we don't think we're cool we just want to [See above]. And that's basically it.And that's allI really wanted to say lol.And this would be the first time I actually attempted it and to say the least it sucks.There's so many things you want to say but you can't.But that's okay cuz I made it up by talking at points anyway, or to specific people.

DAY OF SILENCE = FAILED ATTEMPT AT GAY EXCEPTION
DAY OF SILENCE = PASSED ATTEMPT AT DRIVING YOU SELF CRAZY
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R.I.P. [Apr. 16th, 2007|10:19 pm]
"nope, i don't care. i didn't know them. so they mean nothing to me. people die. it's the only thing we can all agree on.
even during 9/11, i did not shed a tear. it didn't affect me. just like with this, i didn't know them, so i don't care.
does it suck that people died? yes. but why are these people more important than the people who die every second? they're not and I'm not going to cry about it.save your tears for people close to you. crying for strangers is a waste of everyone's time."


Hmm.I don't mean to be depressing and I don't care who reads or responds to this but...for the love of god...can't we have any respect, for anything?.Sure death happens all the time but sometimes we need to just stop and think about the victims and innocent people being hurt or killed.And that they were human just like us.Going about their day JUST LIKE US.Not intending to die JUST LIKE US.Anything could happen at ANYTIME, to ANYONE.
You're not fucking invincible.It's ridiculous, has anyone else read or watched the news?
32 freaking people? That's a lot, a record for U.S. school shootings.It's fucked up it really is beyond words.I'm not gonna get into some long rant because I already have numerous amount of times today alone.The above quote is from some sick and twisted user on a forum that I visit daily.I don't know what to say to that.I guess if you really want to no matter how fucked up to the general masses, people are entitled to their own opinions.I'm not trying to preach and be some kind of saint or something, but some people need to have bit more respect, even for a moment or two.

Don't see this post a few things:
1.Trying to make everyone reading feel like shit.
2.As if I'm trying to act as if I'm big and mighty and a know-it-all.
3.As something that should ruin your days.

THANKS.



RIP VA Tech Students.
RIP monitor at Carmel High School.
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(no subject) [Apr. 1st, 2007|04:12 pm]
So my power just went out again.It went out the other day because someone decided to have a brain and crash into a telephone pole.This is so gay my mom was being ridiculous too she was like "well we're back to the stone ages" and I was like k mom.They get a lil boring when they're over friggin 60.Ugh...I just want WoW already so I can be addicted and have NO LIFE.That's my life goal.Anyway...still dn where my fucking cat it.COME BACK TIGER YOU FUCK.

Later.
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My Kitty [Apr. 1st, 2007|11:34 am]
So I'm getting kinda worried cuz my cat has been missing for like the last 2 days.It's kinda weird..like I don't know why Tiger hasn't come back.I've had the dang cat forever.Whatever I have another one I just hope it'll come back.WISH MY CAT LUCK GUYS!!!
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GRR [Apr. 1st, 2007|10:17 am]
I wanna have fun today.Be nice if there was something to do.Spring Break is fun and all but I gotta go do something.Unfortunately my parents decided to randomly want to go somewhere next week for like 3-4 days.I really don't wanna go but they wont tell me where they think they're all sneaky and shit.And of course my brother has t the option to stay at home and rip the house apart and I'm too friggin "young" to stay home while they are "far away".
I have no clue...but I'm so pissed...about a bunch of other things too

Me and Kelly are gonna have to like....well nvm LJ isn't the place to post this.

You should all add my new SN: Phailed Luzer.

It's not really new but it is.I dn whatever my families being mucho gay right now.
I wanna buy World Of Warcraft so I have something to do.

sdfsdfgf LATER.
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